"Change"

"Change"

If ever you had said to me before

That I would live this life that I am

Living now I guess it's all so strange

To feel the way I do inside but

Have so much that I could feel some

pride for in my life so why is it that

I feel like this

How do I feel? I've been here before.

I've felt this.

Retreat to a place, a place within me.

I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside

It breaks me to torment again and

torture me like it used to.

I try and try to break away from all the hate

I'm feeling for every one of you that's ever

done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons

for the way I'm living. I guess I can't 'cause

I don't feel like I deserve it

How do I feel? I've been here before.

I've felt this.

Retreat to a place, a place within me.

I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside

It breaks me to torment again and

torture me like it used to.

So now the waves they have subsided

And my soul is bleeding I can't take away

all the shame I feel. Forgive me.

How do I feel? I've been here before.

I've felt this.

Retreat to a place, a place within me.

I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside

It breaks me to torment again and

torture me like it used to.

AGAIN!